May 21, 2012, 7:41 pm in public
If you like to periodically delete yourself, like I do, and use a PC, like I do, you may benefit from the following steps I just took:
Download and install http://bluestacks.com/
Use the app store to seek out “Exfoliate for Facebook”
Install “Exfoliate for Facebook”
Exfoliate your fuckin’ Facebook.
The end.
April 28, 2012, 8:03 pm in updates
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My experience with Breathing Color (http://www.breathingcolor.com/) has been exceptionally satisfactory. They shipped quickly, had great prices, and a tech followed up with me the day I was supposed to receive my stuff to give me his contact information in case I ran into problems, and make sure I had all the information I needed to use what I’d ordered. 5 stars on service, very interested in what the quality is like as I work with my materials over the next few weeks.
April 23, 2012, 4:49 pm in public
Packed up for the Synth Spa, thanks to a keyboard case, grocery bags, packing tape, and an entire roll of purple duct tape. Complete with working wheels and top handle. Godspeed little buddy.
April 23, 2012, 11:46 am in updates
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I just watched Jon Stewart refer to himself as a Lycos man, and then mention Alta Vista, while fronting like a gangster and provoking Google to bring it on.
*squirt* :D
April 20, 2012, 1:11 pm in public
Hello Life in a Box backers and enthusiasts,
I’m excited to let you know that I’ve just ordered the materials needed to do my own canvas printing and stretching for Life in a Box!
After comparing multiple price quotes for printing the project that literally wiped out the projects budget (the online promotional price I was originally quoted was no longer available once Kickstarters funding came through), I’ve decided to purchase stretcher bars and canvas directly, and to print and stretch the project myself at Metrix Create Space in Seattle, WA.
This is a really cool development for multiple reasons:
- Self-printing will ensure I have some money left over to create a hanging solution and to purchase the epoxy/acrylic mediums I want to use to finish the canvases.
- Self printing provides me the opportunity for a much more enriching experience in creating these pieces of artwork. I get to be part of the entire process and take advantage of the chance to learn a new set of marketable skills.
- Metrix is a small local Seattle business that I am pleased to support financially as well as become more familiar with for future projects.
- The in-progress pictures are sure to be a hell of a lot cooler now!
As of now, the estimated cost of printing the canvases has gone from $650 online ($5 more than Kickstarter net) to $393, while estimating 2 additional feet of canvas printing for testing and trial/error and 6 hours of time at Metrix working on the project.
Sounds pretty good to me.
April 3, 2012, 5:38 am in public
Over the last few weeks, the life cycle of a typical facebook status of mine is about two days. I’ve removed hundreds of people from my friends list, attempting to identify my social roots and what facebook really taps into as far as my actual life and how I keep in touch with the people I care about. I’ve been uncomfortable, insecure, and upset, and centering that around controlling what’s become the main social outlet of my life.
It’s a complex thing, society, and how one chooses to interact with it. However, ultimately, I’ve come to the conclusion that the way I use my personal facebook hurts me more than it helps me.
Facebook has become a way to feed a starving ego with junk food that doesn’t actually matter, with compliments that can’t really mean anything, and with conflicts I don’t need in my life. It’s a way to frequently wipe out my existence without dying. It’s a way to attempt to convince myself that people care about me (or don’t), that I’m not being cheated on (or am), that at least someone out there thinks my art is worth a shit (or doesn’t), depending on what assumption about myself I want to feed. It’s a way to feel like I have some kind of lay of the land of my social life that gives me a perceived advantage or understanding that doesn’t actually exist. And it’s become this way under my nose, subconsciously, where I don’t see what it is I am doing until long after I’ve done it.
Though Facebook can often provide a great sounding board and access to some fun stuff, more and more I’m noticing that Facebook is a networking application, not a social one. That seems like a no-brainer, but forgive me, I’m slow and stupid and fear intimacy. I fear it so much that I’ve done with Facebook what I, at one time, did with phuqed.org — I’ve replaced my relationship with myself with a bunch of one-dimensional fragments that I can’t count on.
Over the last few months I’ve basically been making myself sick with Facebook, thrashing and spitting and posting and deleting, as I’ve systematically disabled and removed my other social accounts online. I’ve stopped understanding why I put myself out there, to be judged and assumed and commented on as if a couple lines of fucking text provide anything more than another thing for another person to manipulate and react to. I’ve been retreating, into myself and eventually to here, where The Stuff That Matters gets put.
Shrinking away from all of it feels like some kind of awful, drawn out death. I hope and expect it will result in some kind of rebirth. I’m miserable, and this isn’t helping me. Some things need to change — Starting with how much time I spend on the computer or tapping on the phone desperately trying to reach a mass of people I feel hopelessly disconnected and alien from.
My disabled account is intentional. I plan, at least for now, to keep it that way.
April 2, 2012, 11:37 pm in public
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March 29, 2012, 10:06 pm in public
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Dear Fake Geek Girls: Please Go Away – Forbes
I thought being called a geek meant you liked something so much that you were willing to forgo social outings and popularity. That still seems to be the case, but the once coveted term is now being used as a marketing gimmick, and those who truly deserve the label are lost in the noise..
March 29, 2012, 9:47 pm in public
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To whoever googled “Horny ginger” and somehow ended up at http://neevita.net/archives/tag/acne — my apologies, and thanks for the laugh.
March 29, 2012, 8:24 pm in updates
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I started using Wassup for neevita about a day ago. Since then I have learned:
1) There are a tremendous number of bots/crawlers online now compared to the last time I paid attention to web logs in the mid 00′s.
2) I can no longer live obliviously believing that what I write on my site is going into a black hole of nobody-gives-a-shit. Y’all are a bunch of stalkers. I wanna start seeing more indications of life now that you fuckers know I can see you.
March 29, 2012, 6:02 pm in quotes
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“It’s really hard to hate someone for being different
when you’re too busy laughing together.”
-George Takei
March 28, 2012, 3:38 am in public
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Just an FYI for pandora app users on the iPhone: If you use rotate lock, you may have been missing out on some important functionality, like me.
March 24, 2012, 11:39 pm in public
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Video game collaboration idea: Mixed gameplay, dramatic plot-driven, 60 playable hours — varied and beautiful high production value, in chapters, with cinematics to continue the story. It would be difficult to die, however if you do, you will have to start the entire story over, even if you die at hour 56 of it.
150 dev teams from 150 game companies, 150 different storylines to play, at 60 hours each. When you die you either replay from the story beginning, or start another story and abandon your current one. You’d move on to a new story knowing that you will never know the ending to the one you died playing.
Title ideas: Abandoned. Afterlife. Abandon afterlife.
This could be how I finally enslave you all. I wish I had written it on a napkin.
March 24, 2012, 12:33 am in public
From notapplicable.org, circa 2002.
i sing
most of the time when i record or play something, its to sing more than anything else. although singing just wouldnt be the same without my own accompaniment, its still my favorite part of the whole process. my voice is my main instrument, as i hope will always be the case in my music.
i play piano/synth
when i was much younger i played some piano, now ive graduated to synthesizers. i am not a very good player technically, but my ear helps me along more so with a keyboard than with guitar strings. i find that i am happier with the results i get when using keyboards, even if i do play rather slowly.
i play guitar
well, i used to play guitar. every once in a while i will pick one of my four guitars up and start plunking with it, realizing why they all collect so much dust. i really am not very good at it, but if you’d like to heard some of my guitar stylings i would suggest checking out my covers section of the music page.. i use my guitars very little in the recording process of my original works.
i record:
THEN: (Point of Origin, Cover songs)
to make my first album, i pumped my Roland Juno 106 synth to the line-in of my Ensoniq PCI card and recorded the base music that way. when i wanted to record vocals or other instruments, i would have to muck with cabling and volumes as i only had one input to the computer.
to record my vocals, i would copy the base music file to a second machine (a slackware 4 machine called ‘deroda’, whom has since died) and play it through headphones. as i listened, i would record improvised vocals through a cheap $4 computer microphone into anya and effect the vocals after the fact in sound forge. if i tried to play the file and record on the same machine, the audio would meld together and i would get bleeding music in the recorded vocal track.
i then mixed all the pieces together in a single .wav file, using sound forges ‘mix’ command. this was all done by ear, as i would pause the needle indicator where i felt i wanted a certain sound to mix into the track.
in 1996 when i recorded my first cover songs.. i used the same technique, only i didnt have a synth and i played guitar through the cheap ass microphone as well as singing through it. i also encoded at a much lower quality, because at the time i was more concerned about the file size than about the quality of the sound. (i was on dialup) i used the famed l3enc program to encode those files.
NOW: Sepulture, and whatever lies ahead.
my production technique (if one would like to call it that) has not changed much in the past years. i now have a multiple input mixer so i dont need to get behind my computer as often as i used to, and effects processors to sing through.. but all in all its mostly the same. i have a professional microphone and no longer use a second computer, but i still listen to the base music to improvise vocals. i also still use the one wave method of mixing in sound forge, as well.. though i think i am finally ready to try a sequencer.
minimal is my key. i like the way i do things, it is hard for me to complicate my setup. gradually, with pressure from others, i am becoming a more proficient and fickle producer.. the result of which i believe can be heard over the course of my musical history.
biography:
I began creating, recording, and distributing music online in 1995. I started with rudimentary and quite terrible quality covers, and distributed those through my personal website and friends via IRC.
In 1997, I joined mp3.com as a means of cataloging and distributing my music. In October of 1999, I produced and recorded my first song, “Infinite Reality”, in about 7 hours from nothing to finished. It became considerably popular in it’s genre on mp3.com, and made way for the songs which eventually comprised my first album, “Point of Origin”, which received rave reviews within the mp3.com community and occasionally outside it as well. All of the songs I created during that time materialized in hours.
During most of 2000, the acceptance and success from my music was almost overwhelming. By my standards, being as I was simply a lonely untrained musician whaling sad things into a $10 computer microphone, I was astounded at the response I got from my fellow musicians and music lovers.
I nearly immediately released a follow-up album, “Altercations”, to showcase the amazing collection of re-mixes done by other mp3.com artists, which had been lovingly presented to me unsolicited. Very few of my albums were ever produced to CD, as they were made-to-order, and both of my original albums are out of print. I suppose that means if anyone ‘important’ knows who I am, they are collectors items now. :)
Since my beginnings on mp3.com, I have been asked to be part of many projects, films, college assignments, musical compilations and various media streams. During this time I was also periodically solicited in regards to recording contracts, all of which I turned down. I produce my music in solitude, on my own terms and through my own avenues, that is part of how I am able to create what I do, and I have no current intention of commercializing it.
March 21, 2012, 10:04 am in public
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I was watching An Idiot Abroad yesterday, that first episode where he meets all those tribes, and I just kept thinking, I wanna live like that. I wanna live wearing a set of fucking leaves over my snatch and letting my boobs hang out and cracking coconuts on fucking rocks and churning fucking butter. That’s what I fucking want to do.
FUCK this fucking tech shit. FUCK this supposed “Society”, this impossibly fucked up lie parading as “Civilization”.
Yeah let’s like, totally build an entire civil structure for our species which revolves around our perpetual denial that we’re FUCKING ANIMALS. Then, let’s make each other feel bad about our natural, normal imperfections and impulses and for not living up to what everyone’s supposed to be, but no ones ever actually fucking SEEN
WHERE IS THIS PERFECT PERSON I’M SUPPOSED TO BE MODELING MYSELF AFTER? WHERE is that stupid insufferable fucker? HE WASN’T THE PERSON WHO MADE THE FUCKING JUNO 106 OR INVENTED FUCKING HP’S FIREWIRE HARDWARE, I TELL YOU THAT FUCKING MUCH.
God I hate this country! I hope you all fucking die! Die die die die die!
March 21, 2012, 12:57 am in public
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If I go with the last.. oh, solid month or so, and smatterings before that — Apparently, rehearsal is over when, while troubleshooting one brand of technology, another fails, and I scream multiple cuss words and throw things while storming out of the room.
March 12, 2012, 10:22 pm in public
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I LOVED “In Time”. LOVED. So political, and geeky, and hot, and primal, and poignent, and just wow. I really, really liked it, and I relate to that feeling like you’re always pushing for your life. I hope the poor zones get fucking flooded. I hope it all collapses and everyone gets to go home.
March 10, 2012, 1:02 am in public
Some of these took a TON of post work. They’re definitely artwork that really became something different in my post processing and many of the images were transformed quite a lot. The images that I post processed have my neevita.net watermark, the images that Porcelain Poet worked on have her watermark. I love them!
It had been way too long since I’d collaborated like this, for sure.
March 7, 2012, 11:48 am in updates
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Digital reverb effects simply cannot compare to singing in an amazing sounding room. This, I have just decided.
February 29, 2012, 3:49 am in public
A friends trip to Vegas reminded me that perhaps I should post, in case anyone was thinking to look me up at Defcons 20th birthday; I am planning to skip this year. Live it up on my behalf, pretty please.
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