I’m heading to Spokane at the end of March to put on a special living room music show and contemplating the opportunity to spend a few days traveling somewhere else as well. We thought about Yellowstone but it is totally off season during that time with no available accommodations (even camping). Any suggestions?
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February 4, 2012, 2:53 am in public
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You know, I often wonder what the ‘something’ that must be wrong with TJ’s brand food will end up being. Because really, it’s affordable, delicious and doesn’t have fake sweetener or HFCS or hydrogenated oils or ingredients I can’t pronounce. It appears to be simple, honest food at a fair price. Seriously, what am I missing here? Someone’s gotta be pulling one over on me. January 31, 2012, 11:29 am in public
So I’m working through the drafts on neevita, not sure how they accumulate actually, it looks as though sometimes I’ll write up status updates and decide they’re not quite ready or maybe I don’t want to post it as it is and then forget about them. I just found this one from July 23 of 2011:
*sigh* – AGH! What was it what was it?! January 3, 2012, 4:35 am in public
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I’ve found over time that I am really uncomfortable with the term “human rights”. What “rights”, exactly? What is supposedly a given as a human being and who decided that? Was anything else living on the planet consulted before these things were decided? What the fuck are humans righteously entitled to for being, miraculously and without any true understanding of how, alive? And why don’t I ever hear about these so-called rights unless someone’s opinion is that they are being violated somehow. Fuck human rights. What a pretentious line of bullshit. December 16, 2011, 10:22 am in updates
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Does it still count as pushing them away when you did it because you knew they couldn’t be there? September 21, 2011, 10:43 am in updates
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Ever just wake up one day to find your head is over your heels? August 4, 2011, 10:57 am in updates
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Isn’t it odd that we still measure locomotive power in horses? July 15, 2011, 10:56 pm in public
Wing Chun was the perfect movie to watch tonight. Thank you, Sophia. Hm. In revisiting my last post (sometimes I revisit them periodically for the first day or two to keep checking in whether I want it public or not) I just noticed another change in how I interact with the internet — I no longer post things as members only if I realize I only want one or two people to be unable to see it. Expressing myself to a public audience when I think a stranger might actually benefit from what I have to say has become more important to me than protecting myself or someone else from looking like a dickhead. Huh. Wonder what that’s all about. Maybe neevita will eventually go public like phuqed was. Sean made me wonder in his comment on “Of Hope and Romance” about The One. I had already been thinking about the shape of my relationships throughout my life, how I engage, fall, bond, and break away. How it feels, how I almost crave the journeys through my relationships knowing they will probably end, how I seem to get off on the first breakup and enjoy engaging in that intense test of a relationship. I must enjoy it — I’ve only made a clean break once, and I’ve been a part of quite a few failed romances. Each and every one has been an artistic goldmine in some fashion, whether it be a slew of productivity or a giant leap in my understanding of myself as a lifeforce. The coping is almost a reward, a sickening, twisted, sinfully painful fucking amazing learning and growth experience that I get to express to people and release into the world and touch lives with. Making my art feels the best when I’m screaming it into someone’s aching ear, and I think I make my best art over heartache. I think my art may be The One. I am incapable of staying unattached and also incapable of attaching. I fear no mere mortal stands a chance at more than two years entwined with me, but I do wonder how my existence would be altered were I to view my muse as my primary relationship. Would I be embracing reality, or self fulfilling the prophecy that I will be searching and churning for sustainable, passionate love the rest of my days? What the fuck kind of fucking weirdass life am I living here? July 8, 2011, 10:55 am in updates
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I wonder how much of a difference I’d feel in my heath if I simply washed my produce, and chewed my food, more thoroughly. July 3, 2011, 11:24 pm in updates
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Hypothetically, how do you feel about being used for sex? July 3, 2011, 5:18 pm in public
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Is it wrong that I get turned on by photographs of objectified, hot men? I kinda hope so :) June 8, 2011, 9:55 am in updates
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In terms of what turns your crank upon visualization, what’s hotter in the sack – Struggling against physical restraint, or physically pressing into a psychological one? February 8, 2011, 10:43 am in updates
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Is being convinced after attending a social event that you must have done or said something wrong somehow a type of social anxiety? February 1, 2011, 12:56 pm in updates
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I wonder sometimes if growing up online contributed to a stunting of my social ability, or afforded me one. I kinda think if I didn’t have a ‘safe’ way to be alone and yet reach for people, I wouldn’t have learned to reach at all. |
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