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February 8, 2012, 4:31 am in updates
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One of the more pleasing details of the house concert I’ve agreed to do in Spokane this March; the unlikeliness that I will perform a 4 minute trapeze act and then have to immediately sit down to sing. The was a cool challenge, though.

February 8, 2012, 2:28 am in updates
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One day, I may be interviewed and asked what compelled me to use saliva in my painting. On that day, I will be forced to admit the truth: Laziness.

February 8, 2012, 2:27 am in updates
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Stupid awakeness! Begone!

February 8, 2012, 12:14 am in updates
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I just had the sudden epiphany that I want to do a show about the day I came to realize that I had been loved in my past and people did care about me.

It was immediately followed by the notion that maybe I already have.

February 5, 2012, 11:08 pm in updates
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Snuggled in bed next to a pretty dozing boy, adding some stuff to neevita after a long, cracked out, but enjoyable day. As the benedryl starts creeping in, I wind down closer to the glorious 10 hours of sleep I’m about to get, with the bathroom fan balancing out the upstairs TV sounds, and a Pandora ambient station whisping through my ears.

I liked this weekend, and I am looking forward to my dreams, my future, and tomorrow.

February 5, 2012, 8:08 pm in updates
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*squints in puzzlement at youtube* .. I remember Good Idea / Bad Idea being more consistently-good than this. Some of them are even reversed.

February 5, 2012, 12:14 pm in updates
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My awesome aerial student (the only one I am teaching privately right now) totally brought me a present after my two month absence. <3

February 3, 2012, 1:48 pm in updates

Casual Friday

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I getting the stink-eye from the women I pass on the street today. I am laughing at it, because I feel great and it’s awesome to have energy finally, but I know where they’re coming from, too.

Perhaps they would feel better if they knew how loose and angry my stools are. :D

February 2, 2012, 2:58 am in updates
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*sigh*

I have the most amazing man.

January 31, 2012, 12:45 pm in updates
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I’ve noticed recently that I tend to put an invisible wall up when I see strangers carrying musical instruments on the street or public transit. I think it’s out of a kind of shame for being such a shitty musician; I don’t want to get trapped in a conversation about the instruments I “play”.

January 31, 2012, 3:32 am in updates
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Sometimes, when I’m bored or something, I load up the iSight webcam on the macbook air, just so I can marvel at how completely horrible the quality is. I’m really stunned that apple bothered to put the raging piece of shit in this at all.

January 29, 2012, 9:43 pm in updates
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I’m sort of surprised it took me this long to incorporate a bodily functions tag on here.

(posted while passing what seems to be Indian food, the gift that keeps on giving.)

January 29, 2012, 7:14 am in updates
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Week 5.5 of antibiotics and nearly ready to be off them. Still no physical activity worth mentioning other than a few surges of good spirited energy, but I have been feeling better and mostly waking up alert for about a week now. Current course runs out in three days, and I want to stay on them another week after that to make sure whatever the fuck I had is dead, dead and god damn fucking dead. Then on to food allergy and autoimmune disorder investigations.

January 28, 2012, 7:15 am in updates
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For the first time in ~10 years, I have nothing angry and/or full of puss on my face.

January 25, 2012, 6:12 pm in updates
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For fucks sake, VistaPrint, I don’t want pens, or lawn signs, or note paper, or to sign up for your affiliates emails, just let me order my fucking business cards already.

January 25, 2012, 8:09 am in updates
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I just remembered part of a dream I had last night, which consisted of an amazing band that had invented and built their own beautiful, strangely shaped string instruments. That glowed. And sounded amazing. I love benedryl coupled with Pandora.

January 24, 2012, 8:41 am in updates
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23 showed 10 late, traffic jam on Michigan exit, processed a group of 30 geriatric japanese tourists + 2 wheelchair stops, heat is too high, 25 mins late for coffee and counting, thirsty and haven’t eaten yet. Get me off this hellmobile!! Agh!

January 24, 2012, 8:14 am in updates
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Ha. Finally figured out why my macbook air wasn’t charging. Improper seating due to a tiny little piece of gravel which apparently had a high iron property to it and was sticking to the magnetic port.

January 21, 2012, 12:24 pm in updates
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I really know I’m in an ok place when I cheerfully answer phone calls from numbers I don’t recognize.

January 21, 2012, 10:24 am in updates
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My poor little Juno. Working on Embodied is showing me just how many clicks and weird sounds it makes. :/

 
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